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Chris Carrabba live. WHAT IN THE WORLD IS UP

Chris Carrabba live. WHAT IN THE WORLD IS UP

Chris Carrabba live. WHAT IN THE WORLD IS UP

Chris Carrabba live. WHAT IN THE WORLD IS UP

This past weekend I went to a party on Saturday night. It was the birthday party of this guy whose studio we always use when I used to assist before enlisting. It was semi-weird, mostly “industry” people, and most of whom I don’t know. Still, it was nice to see the people I did know again.There’s always this small group of horrible people who will always see you as an assistant and talk to you pretty rudely, though. For example, this dude asks me what I’m doing and I tell him I’m an arms technician. And he looks at me all disgusted and goes, “Cushy.”Last warning.But whatever. I’m so tired today. I went to see Scissor Sisters last night and had such a great time dancing my butt off and hanging out. It was so much fun! I was so close to the front, no complaints at all!Today, though, I’m just sad. Can’t explain it. Well, I mean, I guess I can. But instead of explaining it, I’m just going to go put Adele’s 19 on repeat. 

This past weekend I went to a party on Saturday night. It was the birthday party of this guy whose studio we always use when I used to assist before enlisting. It was semi-weird, mostly “industry” people, and most of whom I don’t know. Still, it was nice to see the people I did know again.

There’s always this small group of horrible people who will always see you as an assistant and talk to you pretty rudely, though. For example, this dude asks me what I’m doing and I tell him I’m an arms technician. And he looks at me all disgusted and goes, “Cushy.”

Last warning.

But whatever. I’m so tired today. I went to see Scissor Sisters last night and had such a great time dancing my butt off and hanging out. It was so much fun! I was so close to the front, no complaints at all!

Today, though, I’m just sad. Can’t explain it. Well, I mean, I guess I can. But instead of explaining it, I’m just going to go put Adele’s 19 on repeat. 

Everybody thinks I’m crazy! But I’m the only one who knows I’m right. I can’t stop getting into fights. I’m getting super sick of everybody and these days all I want to do is read. Reading is great because everyone else disappears.I’m really tired, so even though I’m getting into things where people get mad with me, I could care less. “Friends” is such a stupid concept. I’m so exhausted, I don’t even want to think about it. There’s so much work. I just want to disappear. I’m not happy, and I haven’t been in forever. I went for dinner earlier with a friend and then walked home. I usually would have taken a bus so I’m calling it my “depression walk”. I listened to Patty Griffin the entire walk home and it was amazing. It made me feel better. I still don’t have any answers to any of my questions, but what I know is that it’s gonna be okay.

Everybody thinks I’m crazy! But I’m the only one who knows I’m right. I can’t stop getting into fights. I’m getting super sick of everybody and these days all I want to do is read. Reading is great because everyone else disappears.

I’m really tired, so even though I’m getting into things where people get mad with me, I could care less. “Friends” is such a stupid concept. I’m so exhausted, I don’t even want to think about it. There’s so much work. I just want to disappear. 

I’m not happy, and I haven’t been in forever.

I went for dinner earlier with a friend and then walked home. I usually would have taken a bus so I’m calling it my “depression walk”. I listened to Patty Griffin the entire walk home and it was amazing. It made me feel better. I still don’t have any answers to any of my questions, but what I know is that it’s gonna be okay.